Originally Posted: Monday 18th July 2005 at 01.09 pm
Hey all!
I know last night was a bum time...but I thought about my feelings...critically (Yes it was about a guy, long story there) and now the ache is gone because I have admitted to myself that I feel guilty for a lot of things I did to really muck up a possible relationship...yes I'm a bitch, I know that, have known it for a long time now...I just wish I could turn back time and fix it. Anyhow, I'm in a dilemma as to what I should do, part of me wants to confess everything to him, to tell him everything, anything to make it better, anything to be a friend...though if he doesn't want that, I'm alright with it, I just want him to know that I'm really sorry for everything...and the other half of me is telling me to forget it, I know I'm guilty and that's all that matters, why continue to pester his life...
Anyhow on a different note...I was sexually harrassed by a bug last night while having a shower. You see the damn thing flew and landed on the shower door and stayed there the whole time, changing positions to get a little higher or lower...damn bloody perverted bug >.< I was mortified, thought the thing would have done something if I moved the wrong way - there ain't no way I'm allowing a bug to land in my hair, then I'd have to wash it again >.< Oh and it flew away once I was done -_- sheer pervertdness, I swear!
Hope you have a good day,
-Eru
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