Monday, July 10, 2006

Back-Dating Series: LiveJournal "Happy Days and Sad Musings"

Originally Posted: Monday 18th July 2005 at 01.03 am

Hi all,

I started a new fanfic a few days back, it's found on Fanfiction.Net and is called Sparkles of a Different Kind. My username there is ErutanXiku (it's an attachment I have, long story)

Anyhow...for some reason I've been feeling pretty down lately, I just needed somewhere to write it and use as an outlet...but there are some things I just can't write...I feel like a fool for feeling this way, but the more I try to forget it, the more I keep dwelling on it and the more I feel depressed...it's a vicious cycle -_- I hate myself for it, but it's like...I guess I'm in one of my depressed moments...maybe tomorrow I'll feel better, but I doubt it...each day this feeling gets worse, sometimes it's not there, but when it comes I just feel like...I dunno...hiding under a rock or something...

I'm in a low, definately...oh well, I'm off on holiday soon...wonder what it has in store for me...but before then, I really want to meet up with at least three of my best friends whom I hardly get to see.

Bye and may you be having happier days,

-Eru

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