Originally Posted: Monday 18th July 2005 at 01.09 pm
Hey all!
I know last night was a bum time...but I thought about my feelings...critically (Yes it was about a guy, long story there) and now the ache is gone because I have admitted to myself that I feel guilty for a lot of things I did to really muck up a possible relationship...yes I'm a bitch, I know that, have known it for a long time now...I just wish I could turn back time and fix it. Anyhow, I'm in a dilemma as to what I should do, part of me wants to confess everything to him, to tell him everything, anything to make it better, anything to be a friend...though if he doesn't want that, I'm alright with it, I just want him to know that I'm really sorry for everything...and the other half of me is telling me to forget it, I know I'm guilty and that's all that matters, why continue to pester his life...
Anyhow on a different note...I was sexually harrassed by a bug last night while having a shower. You see the damn thing flew and landed on the shower door and stayed there the whole time, changing positions to get a little higher or lower...damn bloody perverted bug >.< I was mortified, thought the thing would have done something if I moved the wrong way - there ain't no way I'm allowing a bug to land in my hair, then I'd have to wash it again >.< Oh and it flew away once I was done -_- sheer pervertdness, I swear!
Hope you have a good day,
-Eru
Monday, July 10, 2006
Back-Dating Series: LiveJournal "Happy Days and Sad Musings"
Originally Posted: Monday 18th July 2005 at 01.03 am
Hi all,
I started a new fanfic a few days back, it's found on Fanfiction.Net and is called Sparkles of a Different Kind. My username there is ErutanXiku (it's an attachment I have, long story)
Anyhow...for some reason I've been feeling pretty down lately, I just needed somewhere to write it and use as an outlet...but there are some things I just can't write...I feel like a fool for feeling this way, but the more I try to forget it, the more I keep dwelling on it and the more I feel depressed...it's a vicious cycle -_- I hate myself for it, but it's like...I guess I'm in one of my depressed moments...maybe tomorrow I'll feel better, but I doubt it...each day this feeling gets worse, sometimes it's not there, but when it comes I just feel like...I dunno...hiding under a rock or something...
I'm in a low, definately...oh well, I'm off on holiday soon...wonder what it has in store for me...but before then, I really want to meet up with at least three of my best friends whom I hardly get to see.
Bye and may you be having happier days,
-Eru
Hi all,
I started a new fanfic a few days back, it's found on Fanfiction.Net and is called Sparkles of a Different Kind. My username there is ErutanXiku (it's an attachment I have, long story)
Anyhow...for some reason I've been feeling pretty down lately, I just needed somewhere to write it and use as an outlet...but there are some things I just can't write...I feel like a fool for feeling this way, but the more I try to forget it, the more I keep dwelling on it and the more I feel depressed...it's a vicious cycle -_- I hate myself for it, but it's like...I guess I'm in one of my depressed moments...maybe tomorrow I'll feel better, but I doubt it...each day this feeling gets worse, sometimes it's not there, but when it comes I just feel like...I dunno...hiding under a rock or something...
I'm in a low, definately...oh well, I'm off on holiday soon...wonder what it has in store for me...but before then, I really want to meet up with at least three of my best friends whom I hardly get to see.
Bye and may you be having happier days,
-Eru
Back-Dating Series: LiveJournal "Website Update and Game Completion"
Originally Posted: Sunday 10th July 2005 at 06.03 pm
Okie Dokie then!
5 days since the last post and I appear again, how cool is that? Come on, I know you've been dying to hear from me hehe ^_^ Anyhow, I've just come to report that I've updated my website, completely revamped the layout and added some new sections and removing some old ones. To be honest I love my work, only downside is I rarely get visitors -_- Anyhow...it's up there and maybe one day someone will come along and be a dedicated visitor.
Ah well, on a lighter note, I've completed Game One: Colette (as I've dubbed it) of Tales of Symphonia, now I have two more playthroughs (4 if you count that I need to actually get the titles...so 3 more playthroughs would be appropriate) before I have a perfect game with everything in it. That's right, next on my list is to complete Game Two: Zelos, which means I'm going base the game on everything to do with Zelos, so that I get all his scenes and all the info I need on him to complete this fanfic I've decided to write.
Right I think that's about it, thanks for reading those of you who do (you know who you are *wink wink*)
Take Care
-Eru
Okie Dokie then!
5 days since the last post and I appear again, how cool is that? Come on, I know you've been dying to hear from me hehe ^_^ Anyhow, I've just come to report that I've updated my website, completely revamped the layout and added some new sections and removing some old ones. To be honest I love my work, only downside is I rarely get visitors -_- Anyhow...it's up there and maybe one day someone will come along and be a dedicated visitor.
Ah well, on a lighter note, I've completed Game One: Colette (as I've dubbed it) of Tales of Symphonia, now I have two more playthroughs (4 if you count that I need to actually get the titles...so 3 more playthroughs would be appropriate) before I have a perfect game with everything in it. That's right, next on my list is to complete Game Two: Zelos, which means I'm going base the game on everything to do with Zelos, so that I get all his scenes and all the info I need on him to complete this fanfic I've decided to write.
Right I think that's about it, thanks for reading those of you who do (you know who you are *wink wink*)
Take Care
-Eru
Back-Dating Series: LiveJournal "Long time no Post"
Originally Posted: Tuesday 5th July 2005 at 09.27 pm
Greetings all!
Me again, I know it's been like a long time since I last posted and when I did I said it'd be something important...well this is important...
I have just completed a 6hour dedicated, non-stop revamp/upload of a joint website I'm staffing with my good bud Beany...IT'S FINISHED AND READY FOR THE WORLD!!!!!!
*ahem* It can be found here:
http://uk.geocities.com/thenewrecruits
It's a website dedicated to the New Recruits of the X-Men: Evolution series, check it out and worship it!!! - well not really worship, but please make sure to support us.
Now I'm going off to rest, I've almost completed my own website revamp...just another day or two...my arm's hurt...my fingers feel numb...I can barely feel anything *cries*
Oh well, I better go watch CSI, maybe Warrick's sexy ass can take my mind off the pain...
Toodles
-Eru
Greetings all!
Me again, I know it's been like a long time since I last posted and when I did I said it'd be something important...well this is important...
I have just completed a 6hour dedicated, non-stop revamp/upload of a joint website I'm staffing with my good bud Beany...IT'S FINISHED AND READY FOR THE WORLD!!!!!!
*ahem* It can be found here:
http://uk.geocities.com/thenewrecruits
It's a website dedicated to the New Recruits of the X-Men: Evolution series, check it out and worship it!!! - well not really worship, but please make sure to support us.
Now I'm going off to rest, I've almost completed my own website revamp...just another day or two...my arm's hurt...my fingers feel numb...I can barely feel anything *cries*
Oh well, I better go watch CSI, maybe Warrick's sexy ass can take my mind off the pain...
Toodles
-Eru
Friday, July 07, 2006
My first time E-Baying
Yesterday was my first time E-Baying, and it didn't go too well. In fact it left me very upset and wanting to hunt down the person who fucked me over and do unspeakable things to them. No, I wasn't cheated out of money, which in itself is a good thing. Something much worse happened:
I lost the bid on the ONE game I have been looking for since its release around 7 years ago. The name of this game is Destrega, and I fell in love with it from the moment I played its demo. However, upon release, this game was practically nowhere to be seen in shops and it definately was released in the UK...my suspicion is that they didn't think it'd sell very well and opted to take the safe route of releasing a small number of copies.
Afte searching and searching, I finally decided to take a look at E-Bay and found it; only 3 copies. I went for the cheapest one and was pretty close to getting it, until some other bidder stuck their oar in at 4 seconds to zero hour. I had no chance of placing a higher bid! And now, I'm back at square one, waiting for another copy of Destrega, the ever elusive game, to make an appearance...*cries*
On a bigger note, I seriously think that E-Bay should ban the ability to bid when there is less than 1 minute left. It's truly unfair on the person who has placed their bid earlier and has been waiting for the countdown to end, only to have the carpet pulled from under them within the last few seconds *continues crying*
I lost the bid on the ONE game I have been looking for since its release around 7 years ago. The name of this game is Destrega, and I fell in love with it from the moment I played its demo. However, upon release, this game was practically nowhere to be seen in shops and it definately was released in the UK...my suspicion is that they didn't think it'd sell very well and opted to take the safe route of releasing a small number of copies.
Afte searching and searching, I finally decided to take a look at E-Bay and found it; only 3 copies. I went for the cheapest one and was pretty close to getting it, until some other bidder stuck their oar in at 4 seconds to zero hour. I had no chance of placing a higher bid! And now, I'm back at square one, waiting for another copy of Destrega, the ever elusive game, to make an appearance...*cries*
On a bigger note, I seriously think that E-Bay should ban the ability to bid when there is less than 1 minute left. It's truly unfair on the person who has placed their bid earlier and has been waiting for the countdown to end, only to have the carpet pulled from under them within the last few seconds *continues crying*
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